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I have been wanting to do this for awhile, so, LET'S.

ladyloves!

a f/f comment ficathon


Rules
(Shamelessly copy/pasted from a past comment ficathon, because I am really bad at rules)
+ Pairings requested shall be female/female (... duh)
+ One prompt per comment, and please format your comment along the lines of: "[Fandom] - [Pairing] - [Prompt]." Feel free to submit as many prompt-comments as you'd like. The more the better!
+ If you respond to a prompt, include the pairing and a title at the top of your comment.
+ If your fic's got an R/NC-17 rating, please indicate as much in the comment subject line as well.
+ Spread the word!--




The Vampire Diaries - Caroline/Rebekah - we'll paint this city red by morning by [livejournal.com profile] magisterequitum

Downton Abbey - Mary/Lavinia - and our feelings prey upon us by [livejournal.com profile] dollsome

Game of Thrones - Sansa/Shae - the night is dark by [livejournal.com profile] laeria

The Vampire Diaries - Rebekah/Tatia, Rebekah/Elena - to echo out of tune by [livejournal.com profile] pocochina

Don't Trust The B In Apartment 23 - Chloe/June - mystery left by [livejournal.com profile] portions_forfox

Parks & Rec - Ann/April - evolution takes its toll by [livejournal.com profile] portions_forfox

Doctor Who - Amy/Martha - wound up in a movie with no story by [livejournal.com profile] portions_forfox

The Hour - Bel/Lix - wants us to be happy by [livejournal.com profile] mapsounds

Skins - Mini/Liv - sour in the summer heat by [livejournal.com profile] perfectlystill

Once Upon A Time - Regina/Emma - You caught me lingering by [livejournal.com profile] buffied

Gilmore Girls - Rory/Paris - thus with(out) a kiss by [livejournal.com profile] dollsome

Pretty Little Liars - Emily/Hanna - do you still keep pictures of old girlfriends by [livejournal.com profile] perfectlystill

The Vampire Diaries - Caroline/Rebekah/Katherine/Elena - No Pedestals Are Quite This High by [livejournal.com profile] rosaxx50

Revenge - Amanda/Emily - the beast you've made of me by [livejournal.com profile] perfectlystill

Harry Potter - Ginny/Luna - i'm living in an age that calls darkness light by [livejournal.com profile] theviolonist

Skins - Effy/Pandora - vulnerable by [livejournal.com profile] rumpledlinen

Don't Trust The B In Apartment 23 - Chloe/June - Cold Food, Warm Champagne by [livejournal.com profile] fandomnerd

Skins - Michelle/Jal - off chance with a poster of a girl by [livejournal.com profile] portions_forfox

Pretty Little Liars/Veronica Mars - Alison DiLaurentis/Lilly Kane - we have lived so long (and hardly at all) by [livejournal.com profile] immortality

True Love - Karen/Holly - The Unpure by [livejournal.com profile] thisisagift

The Avengers - Natasha/Sif - The tangle of webs by [livejournal.com profile] thisisagift

Pretty Little Liars - Alison/Emily - there is no happiness like mine by [livejournal.com profile] immortality

Pretty Little Liars - Alison/Emily - there's still a part of me left for you by [livejournal.com profile] immortality

Downton Abbey - Cora/Sarah - you burned whilst I cried by [livejournal.com profile] amandiers

Once Upon A Time - Evil Queen/Red + Regina/Ruby - New Skins by [livejournal.com profile] thisisagift

Black Swan - Nina/Lily - dance my way under the wires (into your wired heart) by [livejournal.com profile] theviolonist

Nikita - Alex/Nikita - When You Can Hold Me Together by [livejournal.com profile] jessicaqueen

Doctor Who - Rose/Martha - wood and clay by [livejournal.com profile] portions_forfox

True Blood - Sookie/Pam - Blood Promise by [livejournal.com profile] femme_slash_fan

Date: 2012-06-26 08:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] immortality.livejournal.com
there's still a part of me left for you ; emily/alison ; g

A love like that was a serious illness, an illness from which you never entirely recover.
-- Charles Bukowski



Her heart has changed. Love has changed, for her. There are things -- people -- she loves. Has loved. But they aren't the same.

What she still misses are those tiny moments, the ones that blur together until they're just a moment singular. Alison turning to her in class, grinning, handing her a note. Their fingers brush together. In the hallway in between classes, Alison bumping her shoulder playfully. Their eyes meeting across a crowded room: a school assembly; the Founder's Day festival; a party; in Philly, out shopping. A shared smile. Alison coming up behind her, covering Emily's eyes with her hands, whispering guess who, her breath warm and sugary. Emily can imagine a thousand lifetimes of turning around to see Alison.

They didn't have a love that could last. They never had a love at all. Even now Emily isn't entirely sure what it was that they did have. A bond, of sorts. A fondness for each other. A closeness between them that the other girls could never quite touch. There was something special and nameless between them -- perhaps that was what made it so lovely, the fact that it couldn't be given a name. It was something precious, treasured. Like the snow globe Alison once gave her.

("You're the only one who really understands me, Em.")

She kisses Maya, but she thinks of Alison, her soft mouth pressing lightly and hesitantly against Emily's. When she takes Paige's hand in her own, threads their fingers, all she can feel is Alison's sun-warmed skin. Samara's hair is not as golden as Alison's, her eyes not such a sure and striking blue.

She has tried so hard to let Alison go. She took off the bracelet that Alison gave her, put it away where she wouldn't have to always look at it -- but her wrist looks so bare now. Foreign, like it's not really her own. She moved the snow globe from her desk, but nothing seems to fit in the space left behind. She has filed away the love letter she sent, tucked it in a book she never, ever looks at anymore, but her pen still remembers all the words she wrote.

And there are so many little things, always. A song they listened to, once. Can you still feel the butterflies? She remembers it playing softly in the background as she lay on Alison's bed, watching her try on new outfits -- their eyes meeting in the mirror, Alison flashing that smile of hers, the one that always made Emily feel warm all the way down to her toes.

(She remembers being happy, once. She remembers that old rush of joy.)

She is happy now, she knows.

But it isn't the same.

Date: 2012-06-27 04:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] perfectlystill.livejournal.com
This is absolutely wonderful! I love the way you've written Emily and the connection she feels/felt to Alison and how she'll never really have that again even if she can be happy in a different way.The way you write is lovely and you've painted so much of Emily and Alison's interaction in such a short space, capturing an entire portion of their relationship and I really, really love this.

Date: 2012-06-27 05:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] immortality.livejournal.com
Glad you liked it. :)

Date: 2012-07-08 08:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] weekendsinner.livejournal.com
I really like this! Especially: "What she still misses are those tiny moments, the ones that blur together until they're just a moment singular." Just, guh. All the little moments you weaved together were just wonderful. You've got Emily down to a tee. And the quote at the beginning was perfect for these two. Great work! :)

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