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Apr. 20th, 2025 07:45 pm
lirazel: CJ Cregg from The West Wing and the text "Wow are you stupid" ([tv] wow are you stupid)
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I'm having a thought and I need to write it out to see whether I agree with myself.

I'm reading More Than Words: How To Think About Writing in the Age of AI by John Warner, which is excellent (review to come on Wednesday) and a certain chapter combined with a topic that's been on my mind lately, creating a realization that is shaking me.

A thing I keep coming back to again and again lately is that the determining aspect of the current administration is their definition of strength, which seems to be standing alone. Being totally independent. You see this in Trump, et al.'s foreign policy, in which the end goal seems to be to completely alienate all other nations of the world. This is obviously a profoundly stupid idea because it's self-defeating. But it makes sense if you believe that any dependence whatsoever on another is weakness. This is why they hate the idea of a give-and-take, we-both-benefit arrangement, even though that is objectively the best way for human individuals, societies, and nations to operate. They don't even want the US to have less-powerful allies that are dependent upon us (think NATO) because if anyone else benefits, then that shows weakness in us. Hence: tariffs. This is a worldview in which anyone else getting anything means that we are being taken advantage of.

The one exception to this is having people grovel. These guys, especially Trump, love when people grovel because it feeds their egos. The only acceptable kind of relationships to have are with enemies and bootlickers. Period.

They have a horror of responsibility, and these two relationships are the only two that don’t require them to be responsible to or for anyone else.

This is all deeply related to gender, since strength = masculinity, so masculinity = standing alone. Any kind of cooperation or symbiotic relationship or even just mutual exchange is female-coded and so both weak and contemptible.

Anyway, I've been thinking about all that, and then I've been reading this book, and I came to a chapter where Warner talks about educational technology and how the past century or so has been the story of one person after another trying to invent a "teaching machine" to solve the "problem" of education. Warner asks, reasonably: "What is this problem they are trying to solve?"


"...the 'problem' the teaching machines are trying to solve is the inherent variability and messiness of learning. In order to circumvent these challenges, the students must be changed from a human into a product. Once students are a product, we can use our machines to shape them.

"The teaching machines keep failing because humanity gets in the way. For the teaching machine to succeed, we will have to decide that some aspects of our humanity are unimportant or inherently flawed, leaving us better off if we're governed by the outputs desired by the machines."


I read this, and it all came together. (Which would delight Warner because the book is about how reading and writing are ways of thinking and feeling and cannot be banished in favor of mere information-intake.)

The thing holding the tech bros and the MAGA politicians together, besides their lust for money and power, is hatred of human-ness.

These people share a profound, worldview-determining antisocial-ness that drives everything they do. They hate humans. They hate being human. They hate when other people are human.

They want to turn people into productivity machines or obedient automatons. They don't want people to be people.

They hate the messiness, the time it takes to do all the things that make us human. They hate the way it requires cooperation and inefficiencies like mistakes. They actually hate learning, wanting to replace it with a system that's similar to a computer downloading a new program. They hate art because they think it's a waste of time and its only purpose is as a little "treat" to incentivize us to work harder. They hate actual relationships because those require vulnerability, dependence, and sacrifice. Most of them actually seem to hate sex except as a way of asserting (violent) power over others. They view children not as human beings but extensions of themselves.

Underneath all this, I think there must be either a profound fear of and/or rage against vulnerability and aging, so it's no surprise that these people are also obsessed with living forever and "optimizing" their health. They are constantly fighting the human body and the human mind. Probably because they're scared of death.

Now, we're all scared of death. But most of us throughout human history have been wise enough to know that the solution to that is community. Make your mark on other people, leave a legacy, plant trees for your grandchildren to sit under. Leave people who will remember you fondly. Maybe even leave some art that will move generations to come. But that view of the world is being increasingly undermined by our culture's values and incentives.

Our culture has been on a trajectory towards this for a long time. When you view the world as a market, when productivity, efficiency, out-puts, and end-products are the only things that matter, you are going to end up hating human beings because we cannot be reduced to these things no matter how or corporate and political and technological overlords try.

If you look at it this way, fascism and the AI/crypto/NFT hype are both declarations of war against our humanity. I'm sure there's a literature about fascism as hatred of humanity, though I am not knowledgeable about it. But these AI people really seem to believe that a machine will be better than a human. And why shouldn't they think that? Humans require food and rest and songs and hobbies and mistakes and negotiations and cuddles and sex and art and time, and if you don't value any of those things, of course a machine that is purely focused on the most efficient output is an upgrade.

This realization makes Severance more relevant to me, since the central technology of that show is creating a way to outsource all the pain/monotony/discomforts of life so you can skip right to the "good stuff." This, of course, reveals that the creators do not understand that the messiness of life, all the friction and grit, are the point, and that we are not human without them. But if you don't want to be human, of course you'll figure out ways to jettison these things.


Understanding all of this makes me understand why I so viscerally hate the AI hype. I do think there are some limited ways in which AI could be very helpful, but the hype isn't that. The hype is, "You won't have to write! You won't have to do your own research! You won't have to take the time to learn an instrument! You don't have to be human! Think of all the time you'll save!" And that hype never once acknowledges that if you do save that time...there will be nothing worthwhile to use it on. What is the center of their view of a good life? Nothing. They don't think about it. There's no there there. It's productivity and efficiency for its own sake; it's capitalism taken to the ultimate extreme.

No wonder I hate it.



And now that I've written all that out, doing my thinking through the practice of writing, I see that I do think I'm right. Probably I am just slow and y'all have all realized all this long before I did. But it's a profound realization for me, and it leaves me more energized to fight against both fascism and technocracy. The most terrifying thing about our current moment is that the people who have the most power to shape our lives and the future of humanity are the people who hate humanity the most. They are the most immature, foolish, and thoughtless people imaginable. We can't let them win.

we're really in it now

Apr. 17th, 2025 10:55 am
lirazel: Annie from Community screams ([tv] pen meltdown)
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US political situation behind the cut. Some feelings, but also SOMETHING YOU CAN DO.

So how's this constitutional crisis feeling for everyone? Personally I'm terrified!!!! Thinking more and more of going to live with my sister in Latin America, honestly.

The Kilmar Abrego Garcia situation is the scariest development in an administration that was already terrifying. And what's scarier is that there might be way more people out there who are being disappeared that we just don't know about.

I just got off the phone with my Rep's office. I talked to one of her staffers, and before that I left messages for both my senators (no one answered at their offices).

This is the message I left, part of which was provided for me by 5 Calls, but I added some stuff of my own.

Hi, my name is [NAME] and I’m a constituent from [CITY, ZIP].

I'm calling about the Kilmar Abrego Garcia situation. I'm just really scared and concerned by the fact that the Trump administration is disappearing people now. He's mentioned that he wants to do the same thing to citizens, which is harrowing and blatantly unconstitutional. The fact that they're defying the Supreme Court and just refusing to bring Abrego Garcia back is literally a constitutional crisis.

Our representatives all swore to defend the Constitution. They have a legal and especially a moral obligation to do that now.

I’m calling to urge [REP/SEN NAME] to join Senator Van Hollen and work to rescue Kilmar Abrego Garcia from El Salvador. I also ask that they

1. forcefully speak out against Trump’s unconstitutional plan to send US citizens, which he calls "homegrown criminals," to a foreign gulag, (and)
2. demand a complete shutdown of all detainees being sent to foreign prisons, (and)
3. hold the administration accountable for defying orders by the Supreme Court by filing articles of impeachment for Trump and other Cabinet officials responsible for this unconstitutional act.

If the Trump administration is able to traffic an innocent man like Abrego Garcia to a foreign gulag, they will be emboldened to do the same to others. This terrifying and evil practice needs to be stopped now.

Thank you for your time and consideration.



If you're an American citizen, I am BEGGING you to make a phone call, no matter how much it intimidates you. AT the very least, please email your senators and reps. Please please please.

I also made sure to tell my rep, who is a Dem, that I appreciate her standing up to him in the past. If you live in a blue state or have Dem reps, please do that! They're so much more likely to listen if you do!
lirazel: Abigail Masham from The Favourite reads under a tree ([film] reading outside)
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Life has been very busy! So I haven't read a lot! But I did manage to finish one book I'd been looking forward to for months!

What I finished: A Drop of Corruption, the second book in the Shadow of the Leviathan series by Robert Jackson Bennett. Y'all, I love this series! And if anything, I loved this second book more than the first! No sophomore slump here! (Although others disagree and don't like it as much! I'll be interested to see what consensus emerges, if one does!)

For those of you who haven't read the first book: this is a traditional mystery series, except that it's set in a fantasy world of incredible worldbuilding. Instead of technology in the sense we know it, this culture manipulates plants to create everything they need. So their buildings are built of plants and they use bioengineered plants to alter human beings, giving them almost supernatural skills--memory, strength, whatever.

There are also huge sea creatures (hi kaiju!) that come ashore and wreak unbelievable havoc; the empire that dominates the series exists essentially to protect people from these creatures. And the creatures have very potent blood that can have weird effects on living organisms. All of this is connected is surprising ways.

In this world we have Din, a young soldier who has been altered so that he has perfect recall. He gets assigned to be the assistant of a very, very eccentric old lady named Ana, who works as a kind of military detective, pursuing justice throughout the empire and also just being weird and off-putting. I adore her. More weird old ladies as heroes! The story is told from Din's POV--he's essentially the Watson to Ana's Holmes.

I won't go into details about this second book except to say these things: a) the plot is so much fun, b) the worldbuilding deepens significantly from the first book, c) we get some insights into Ana's mysterious past that had me vibrating with excitement and the need for book three, and d) RJB's afterword made me very fond of him as a person. I'm picking up what you're putting down, sir, and I salute you. I definitely need to seek out his other series.

What I'm going to read next: I haven't started it yet because I just finished ADoC last night, but next up is More Than Words: How to Think About Writing in the Age of AI by John Warner. I heard him interviewed on one podcast or another, and I need to read about writing from someone who actually values it.

Book summary:

A veteran writing teacher makes a "moving" (Rick Wormeli) argument that writing is a form of thinking and feeling and shows why it can't be replaced by AI

In the age of artificial intelligence, drafting an essay is as simple as typing a prompt and pressing enter. What does this mean for the art of writing? According to longtime writing teacher John Warner: not very much.

More Than Words argues that generative AI programs like ChatGPT not only can kill the student essay but should, since these assignments don't challenge students to do the real work of writing. To Warner, writing is thinking--discovering your ideas while trying to capture them on a page--and feeling--grappling with what it fundamentally means to be human.

The fact that we ask students to complete so many assignments that a machine could do is a sign that something has gone very wrong with writing instruction. More Than Words calls for us to use AI as an opportunity to reckon with how we work with words--and how all of us should rethink our relationship with writing.


So yeah! Relevant To My Interests, as we used to say.

Linkage

Apr. 14th, 2025 10:20 am
lirazel: the worlds "care and freedom" in various shades of blue ([misc] care and freedom)
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+ Policy 360 explainers (either in a podcast episode or an article): Dismantling Department of Education, Dismantling the Consumer Financial Protection Bureau, etc.

+ How Covid Changed Everything from Know Your Enemy. Tries to take an honest look at what Covid did to us. (I specifically asked them to share this one with the main feed, and since others did too, they listened!)

+ Republic Makeup. This ended up being way more interesting than I thought it would be and I wish it was longer. Fascism, anti-trans-ness, privilege, performance of wealth, artificiality, aspirations to godhood, the most annoying song I've ever heard in my life...I could read a whole book about this.

+ The FBI stole a money launderer's identity and ran his business for a year. Nobody is out here doing reporting like 404 Media.

+ This AI Calls Your Elderly Parents If You Can't Be Bothered. I hate this world!!!!! The way we're trying to outsource every single thing that makes us human and gives life meaning to technology!!!! All so we can, what, be more productive little capitalists???

+ The 'She Made Him Do It' Theory of Everything. I love Rebecca Solnit.

+ What Exactly Does Trump Think Is in the Smithsonian? This is a WaPo link, but it's so good--I was so moved. You should be able to access this even if you don't have a subscription (which I do not).

+ My Strange Weekend with the Pronatalists.

+ Are People Bad at Their Jobs or Are The Jobs Just Bad?

+ Mis-perceptions of parity in m/f relationships. Yikes.

+ DOGE Is About Sex. Also yikes, but gets at something I think is very true and under-discussed.

+ Simulacra for Bootlickers - The McMansion Hell lady on the intersection of architecture and fascism by way of snark.
lirazel: Jess from New Girl sitting at a laptop ([tv] the internet is my boyfriend)
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Since Tumblr seems to be on its way to a slow and agonizing death and I will miss it terribly, I am reminding myself that many a website has gone the way of the dodo and we're all still here, having fun and making art and friends and shitposts.

My own personal Lirazel's Rule of the Internet is: anything you want to last will surely disappear, and everything you most want to disappear will stay findable forever.

Anyway, tell me about a site that has disappeared that you think is a real loss to the either the internet at large or yourself in particular!

Obviously, Livejournal pre-Russian-overlords belongs on this list, as do specific LJ communities that we lost in various strikethroughs (I am ridiculous, so I most sorely feel the loss of the original fandom_wank).

Two sites that I personally don't feel the need to revisit but am sad are no longer out there are Checkmated (a Ron/Hermione archive where you had to apply to get your fic accepted and mine was and I was SO proud) and All About Spike (a Spike from BtVS archive). I know the fic from the latter has been saved on AO3, but it's sad to me that the site itself isn't there! You lose a lot when you can't see the original design/layout/etc.

Now, many sites are available through the Wayback Machine, which is absolutely wonderful, but many people don't know about that, there are broken links for various things, and I'm not convinced that the Internet Archive will be able to continue forever.

what i'm reading wednesday 9/4/2025

Apr. 9th, 2025 09:07 am
lirazel: Britta from Community lying on a green couch ([tv] water filter)
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Been super busy with other things, so I haven't read much lately. But I did finish two books in the last two weeks:

What I finished:

+ How to Be Perfect: The Correct Answer to Every Moral Question by Michael Schur. Schur is the creator of Parks and Recreation and, more relevantly, The Good Place. To write TGP, he did a massive amount of research into moral philosophy, and he decided to use all that knowledge to write a book for laypeople (with a little bit of help from an actual moral philosopher).

And it is so delightful! I listened to the audiobook, which was absolutely the right choice. He has the stars of TGP make little cameos reading certain things, and it is so delightful to guess who he'll have pop up when (obsessed with how he has Jameela Jamil read all the most British things and Marc Evan Jackson whenever he wants to emphasize the dryness of a certain quote). Also, Schur has a great style of reading which is conversational without being too conversational. If you can do audiobooks at all, listen to this instead of reading the book.

Basically it's an overview of different strands of moral philosophy by way of lots and lots of dad jokes. Schur is a deeply dorky guy (complimentary)--if you've seen his shows, you know what I'm talking about. But he also cares so much about being a better person and making the right decisions. I particularly loved that he introduced us to various streams of (mostly but not entirely Western) thought (deontology, virtue ethics, utilitarianism, existentialism, ubuntu, etc.) and treats them like a toolbox-- his take is that some are more appropriate at one moment than another, and sticking to just one is probably a bad idea (agreed!). Some things come easier to some people, but if you work hard, you can get better in all areas. He's gentle and forgiving of human frailty, understands that a lot of this is difficult, and really wants his readers to connect with these ideas and build a better life with them.

His whole ~thing~ is trying to be better today than you were yesterday, which reads as super Jewish to me even though this book is not from a religious perspective at all.

I enjoyed this book from start to finish and recommend it to all!

+ Men Who Hate Women: From Incels to Pickup Artists: The Truth about Extreme Misogyny and How It Affects Us All by Laura Bates.

YIKES. This book is excellent and readable but also probably the most harrowing non-war book I've ever read. It does what it says on the tin.

Bates dives into different (mostly online) subcultures that are made up of men who really hate women in different ways and with different philosophies of how to react but with similar results (violence, basically). I don't know that there's anything new here, but the service this book provides is uniting a bunch of disparate cultural strands, understanding misogyny as one of the most powerful forces in 21st century society, and helping you see that the effects of it all on our culture. Bates really hammers home the differences in how we treat terrorists who are Muslim (or even explicitly white supremacist) vs. how we treat terrorists who hate women. I don't think I'd realized just how many of the mass killers of the past decade or so are more motivated by hatred of women than by even white supremacy (though that usually goes hand-in-hand).

Bates has a lot of compassion for boys and very young men who stumble into these ideas--there's a chapter about how the internet, particularly YouTube, funnels them in this direction whether they want to go there or not. If she was writing now, she'd probably add TikTok and podcasts to this, but either way, I came away convinced that even though it's almost certainly not the intention of the designers of these platforms to push boys and young men towards extremism, it's happening as a function of the way the platforms work.

Bates very much focuses on Anglophone culture, but there are similar dynamics from Brazil to France to South Korea. The book is a couple of years old, and honestly I felt really conscious of how much worse it's gotten since it was published, the way that people influenced by these ideas are in power now through the current administration's merry band of sexual abusers, and how misogyny has become an explicitly political force. I have been increasingly concerned about the divergence in political views of young women and young women, and while those particular statistics aren't outlined here (probably because they hadn't been gathered when she was writing the book), they were there in my mind the entire time I was reading it.

The last chapter is a "what can we do?" chapter, because there's always one of those. I have mixed feelings about how effective I think her propositions are, but I do think she's right that this is a problem that men have to fix themselves. The blackpilled men are simply not going to listen to women, no matter how sympathetic or right we are. Men have to come up with different models for masculinity. Bates honors the men who are doing this work...but I myself am not particularly optimistic that there are enough of them to turn back this tide. I hope I'm wrong. I really, really hope I'm wrong.

Honestly, it was probably a good thing I read this right after Mike Schur's book because I needed to hold onto the reminder that there are lots of men out there who are doing their best to be good people. Obviously I already knew that, but it helped to be able to say, "But there are lots of Mike Schurs in the world too!" to myself as I was reading.

What I'm currently reading:

I was starting Babylonia and feel unsure about whether I could put up with the style to read a book that will no doubt be very interesting, but I immediately dropped it when I got an alert on Libby yesterday. I thought I'd have to wait a couple more weeks for A Drop of Corruption, but some lovely person returned the ebook early so it came through yesterday! Yay! Obviously that is my first priority!

Book Cover Meme! 20/20

Apr. 9th, 2025 09:02 am
lirazel: An illustration of Emily Starr from the books by L.M. Montgomery ([lit] of new moon)
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Choose 20 books that have stayed with you or influenced you, 1 book per day for 20 days, in no particular order. No explanations, no reviews: just covers.



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